guuyyyyss, what is wrong with me that I can’t keep my blog going for one. freaking. MOOOONNNTH.
I need help
with my blog. and with school. and writing. and babysitting is literally sucking my life away.
but all this is okay, because summer is coming soon and the only thing taking my life away will be be volleyball (still… always…) and (hopefully) writing. I say hopefully because I haven’t touched my novel since March 10. #loseraward
and I’m trying to tell myself that it’s okay, because I don’t want to writing to be my main profession anyways? but that doesn’t make it okay? why does this not make it okay?
I will try not to spontaneously combust on y’all. that would not be good.
I just felt that y’all needed an explanation for being gone for so long and breaking my non-existent promise to post more. so here it is:
I have no explanation. no reason. except for maybe laziness. yeah, that sounds about right.
yes, I am busy, but not busy enough to not be able to sit down at the computer for five or ten minutes longer than I already do and pump out a few words for y’all. I DON’T HAVE TO BE PAPER FURY, WRITING ANYTHING AND EVERYTHING, AND I DON’T HAVE TO BE MY OLDER BROTHER, WRITING NOTHING AT ALL.
now I feel really guilty. comment and make me feel better about myself. jk, please don’t pump up my ego or else I’ll fly away like Carl’s house in ‘Up’.
anyways, there is my excuse
I do have finals coming up, so, haha, don’t expect me to be on a whole lot. BUT I will endeavor to do my best in the next few weeks to write here more often.
and I did get a camera for my birthday! lots of fun things are happening during the summer, so many picture posts will be on the way. hopefully.
other plans for the summer:
- write. a lot more. maybe even finish my book?
- learn something new that will look good on a resumé and/or college application
- practice my french. a lot.
- play volleyball and get stronger physically and mentally
- take lots of pictures and go on lots of adventures with friends
- make more music. play more piano, try my hand at song-writing, and maybe try playing guitar again
- enjoy vacations
yeah! those are good plans!
thanks for reading my rants and I’ll see you around!